I don't anymore. Most of my closest friends drink and when we get together there may be alcohol present (another friend in our group is sober as well.) I deal with it by realizing that I'm just grateful for their companionship, laughter and complete understanding that I don't drink. I realize that even for them alcohol is just a supplement, and not the primary reason for getting together to socialize. I know that it's my disease that puts such a big emphasis on the alcohol itself.