Rooting for you pamel,
I've been a bit of a serial slipper myself & over the last 5 years have been at day one many times,, thing is though a positive attitude counts for loads regardless of the day count. Your a fighter and its great to see your determination. You can and will do this. The days turn into weeks turn into months, but at the end of the day the first awake this morning is the longest sober as they say.
Sending you best wishes.
Ando