Go go go Pamel, you can do it! One minute at a time if necessary.
I've been sober for decent periods and then gone back out for months a few times. When I got sober this time it took a few months of getting sober for a few days and then slipping again so I know what it's like to struggle. Now I am 46 days sober and it's gotten easier and I feel so much better. So can you.
I'm pulling for you.
Just know you have another Marylander in your corner.