Thanks guys, I will stick with it, I just hate that my kids are bearing the brunt of it. I adore them so much and they've literally never seen me this way. Anyone who knows me would say I'm the most laid back, easygoing person ever. I feel like I've turned into a monster. I just cannot stop myself from going off.
I will have to work on this. Tomorrow I will do something extra nice for each of them and I will apologise for my ridiculous behaviour. And I will count my blessings. That always helps
Thanks again friends, you're all the support I have so your input means the world to me. I couldn't do this without you all
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