And I am back...I was sober 10 months on my own...I relapsed recently and am finding it WAY easy to drink, because I am no where near 10 months...so the few days sober here and there are easy to ignore...because I feel that I failed...I have never relapsed before like this...Any advice would help! Right now I see no reason not to drink...Yes I know my health and stuff....but the failure and relapse is messing with my alcoholic brain...