Day 2
I feel a lot better. Not 100%, but I ate a lot before sleep. I slept for a while and I feel a lot more relaxed than yesterday. My wife is on vacation and on her way home. Now I'm starting to feel guilty for spending all the money at the liquor store. I feel like a loser scumbag. And I know she's gonna be pissed and verbally beat the hell out of me for it. I'm definitely feeling better physically. Dealing with life is the hard part I guess. One day at a time. Thank god I'm still ok. And thank you guys for support. Means a lot.