Hey George I just came here almost a week ago now. I put up a thread saying its for me this time. I went back out after 2.5 years and all I can say is almost a week into sobriety again it is night and day how much better you feel. I binge drank and went as hard as you can without dying, pretty sure I should have. But stick with this, you never have to feel this way again, and every time you think about drinking remember how sick you were coming off it. Remember how worried you are about seizures and all the other terrors. Know that if you drink again those worries could come back. But without alcohol you don't need to worry about those ever again. Wake up in the morning and say thank you, there is more good in this world then the bad that comes along with alcohol, we don't need it and know that your life is already better now that you don't have it in your system even if it's only been a day or however long. It only gets better!