Blackout weekend drinker here...I can identify with wanting to be the life of the party. Drinking with the guys made me feel special too. Social drinking is my downfall. It gets to the point where it doesn't take much to get you to the blackout stage, or at least the hangover stage the next day. So lucky I didn't get picked up on a DUI so many irresponsible nights. On day three...SR is a great place for support!