Originally Posted by
Dee74 
scared - you keep asking questions we just can't answer here.
If you're not prepared to check out any of the suggestions here for other kinds of help, I respect that - but I think, in that case, you need to work on how to let this go now.
glad the test was negative.
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Thank you for your response.
But, what help could I possibly get? I didn't realize what *may* have happened until a few days later, too late for any investigation to be done. Its now been 2 months, I think I need to just "man up" like society tells males to do and act like it never happened. Even if it did happen, I was out of it the whole time which makes it a bit better.
I still have the undershirt with the white marks on my lower back. Haven't touch it since the night in case I can get it examined. But now I feel there is no point. I should probably just throw it away and move on.
Biggest mistake of my life, the uncertainty is so painful. I will just have to learn to forget this.