Tuffgirl - I am trying not to take it personally - it is SO hard. I can't understand his irrationality and delusional attacks - and I flipping started this one! WTH is wrong with me?!
I just cant wait to get out of here - it's so hard to move on when its all right in front of you, I just need to drop the broken pieces, and start chiseling my new wonderful life.
Taking off this weekend - exercise routine starting Monday after a weekend of indulgence with the girls, and after I'm moved in, unpacked, settled into the new place and CALMER - I'll tackle the goddamned smoking.