I am tired of drinking - HELP
I am quickly drinking myself to death. I start at about 5AM, keep popping to bed during the day to sleep if off then get up and drink again.
I at the point where I understand it will kill me. I am also at the point that I understand I hate drinking - I HATE IT. I actually want my life back. A life that is not controlled by drinking.
I am a professional IT/Marketing person (unemployed now - there's a shock!) and I don't understand how I got here.
I have a question to those who have had the courage to deal with this. How long do the shakes and withdrawal symptoms last when you stop and how GOOD do you feel when they are gone? I just need a push and thank anyone who can HELP me PLEASE xx
I am crying as I type this as I am at the end of my tether.