I can't believe it. I made it day one of this experience without a drink. I though about having a cigarette and then I thought nope. Not doing that either.
There was I point where the fight to not give in to one of about 40,000 crave waves today, descended upon me so fast I barely had a second to think it through. I was literally dizzy and felt like my head was detaching from my body and starting to float away. I looked at my husband and while the whole room was spinning said "Who needs a drink ? I feel totally wasted and I hate this feeling ?".
I don't know what came over me other than emotion. But. Gheesh.
Phew.