Thank you guys. My dad is drunk and blaring music while I am trying to read. I wish he would not bring alcohol to the house, but he is an alcoholic. He always said my personality changed when I drank, but earlier he was grumpy and mean, now he is acting like a teenager calling thirty year old women and giving them money. He is 73. Maybe I should leave so I do not feel uncomfortable. I dont have any other family, but he does not respect my need for sobriety. This all just makes me want to drink.