Still sober
Hanging in there and on new medication. Walked on the beach and read a lot, I think the medicine helps me sliw down and relax a little bit. Still feeling scared at times but trying to get a new life and not fall apart. Wishing I had a girl still but I know they do not like drunks. No job or wife or family at 27 and just wanting to drink and wait to die. But that is stupid so I am trying to get better. Wasted my life so far, no normal relationships. Hope you all are enjoying sobriety out there.