@Ippo--you're ahead of me on telling people...not quite ready to talk about it with family and friends. So glad you all are here for me to talk to.
Fhl,
At times I do feel like a kid again, i have had allot of laughing fits for some reason, I think its the sense of peace I have now (not always but most of the time).
--I've been having laughing fits too. Thank God it's not just me. Thought I was getting a little cuckoo. I don't have peace all the time either. There's still stuff stuff to deal with, but that's another post for another day.
@wiscsober- I know *you* have helped me. Hope to be able to pay it forward.
@LadyBlue--yes, we have to find a way to bottle the feeling for the extreme beginners. Wouldn't that be awesome? Especially for that first week full of anxiety. Ugh, don't even want to remember that.
@erzatz--I'm just glad you took the time to read my rambling thoughts.
Junegirl