That's just it, I didn't want to just go 'blah' and talk about all my sh*t. But to be honest I couldn't ever imagine talking in a meeting, even now. Not with 20 + people in a room with their attention on me. It is seriously my idea of hell. If I can cope in other sorts of meetings then that's good enough for me
It is so bizarre though that that doesn't bother me but AA meetings do. I miss the people though. I have a friend I meet up with who I met in AA so maybe I will go to one with her someday.
I'm off on my hols tomorrow so will be without SR for a week. I know that is nothing but still, it is like being out in the big wide world with no tether.