Maybe a different perspective here, and I have only a few more days under my belt than you (43 as of today), so take this with a grain of salt, but I'm really trying to make sure to identify those thoughts in my head that try and tell me I can drink again someday as being firmly related to my addictive self, and it's not actually me talking.
After I do that, I then tell that voice to go f**k itself. But that's just me.