so....YOU get a full two week kid free break, knowing they are in good hands and you're complainin"???? I don't mean that harshly....but gosh sister, ENJOY IT! enjoy the quiet, the peace, the lack of short mess makers, less dishes, less laundry, less shuttling to and fro, SLEEP.
your bf is being very responsible and taking care of his elderly mother....I can hardly think of two better traits in a person. quite admirable, nice alignment of priorities and all that.
is there something about being on your own that makes you uncomfortable? uneasy?