You were sober for five months? Wow. I hope to get to that point. I have to believe that you learned a great deal in those five months. Take what you've learned and apply it to your next phase of sobriety.
Like many, I have failed to get sober more times than I can count. At least a two decades of failed attempts. You've done what countless others have done. But like countless others you can dust yourself off, hold your head proud, and take another stab at that demon.
Please keep posting.