The lottery might help some; but it is the loss of my best friend as well as my cats that are really getting me now
I have this feeling I am gonna have to go back to my home town w\ my parents for a couple months ... Boston is so not cheap either so I know I could never make it here on my own .. especially w\ all my medical issues as well .. That is another thing that scares me about all this .. I am not sure I could get\afford insurance in my home town either .... But I do have all my family there for support at the very least where as Here I would have No One
I mean I am sure she would let me "visit" the Cats & all; and maybe down the road we would become "friends" again but this is just so tough right now .. Plus I work tonight and have only had 14 hours sleep in 5 days *sigh*