I just found out positively I have to get out of here . 2 options; staying up here in this state not knowing anyone or having any family or such . Ohh and Barely able to support myself .. Or moving back to my home town where all the "Old Bros" are .. I am leaning towards my home town at this point cause I feel so defeated and beaten up . But there is that problem of peer pressure cause I know my Boys will wanna take me out to help me forget
