I slipped up. Please help me.
Hi again.
I managed to get sober for 5 months but have completely slipped up again. I moved hemispheres with my boyfriend a couple of weeks ago, and I've let my drinking just spiral out of control again.
My boyfriend is now understandably pissed off and I would say this is the final straw - if i can't fix myself up I have no doubt he would just get the next ticket home.
I feel like scum today. I'm hungover, pissed at myself and pretty depressed too - I just can't believe I let myself get there again. I hate who I become when I drink, it's a despicable person that I wouldn't go near sober. And that person is me!!'
Please help me :-( I really, really need it. Alcohol will kill me if I don't sort myself out