Getting down to 2 mgs per day. Looking forward to being completely clean by 2014. Still entertain thoughts of getting high, really high again.
So, what I've decided, because my life is very up in the air and anything could really happen in the next few years (nothing too scary about that, right?), I will take the advice of others in the program and take my sobriety one day at a time. Meaning, I literally can get high tomorrow, and that's ok. But I can't get high today. Just not today. And that is all!