Originally Posted by
Wishful133 
Unfortunately I can't go to al anon, no one to watch the baby. I am so stupid to have trusted him. No he didn't quit or get fired.
Wishful, many Alanon meetings have child care. Even if the meeting you attend doesn't have child care, I would surely at least ask if you could take your child to the meeting w/you. It's hard to imagine they would refuse you the support of a meeting b/c you have a baby with you.
You need to get some support for you, and while SR is truly great, sometimes you really need a live person right there with you. This might be one of those times.