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Old 07-08-2013, 08:31 AM
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Mountainmanbob
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how many times have I done that (lost count)

Originally Posted by Threshold View Post
Mt. Bob, I live in "paradise"...sounds a lot like where you live!


The past few days things got really hairy for me. I was very tempted to drink/use. Couldn't see the forest (literally) for the big old dead tree that I was focusing on.
good morning Threshold

pretty amazing is it not
we live in these nice homes that God has given us
and our prayers have been answered we are sober today
yet
we still get those crazy thoughts at times
I truly can't remember how many times in my past
that I had some sober time yet returned to my vomit of the drink
I don't have 100% trust in myself today that's for sure

my sponsor keeps his message at times so simple
such as
it's about what I do or don't do today

for today Threshold let's stay sober
and
not be deceiving ourselves into yet more sin
how many times have I done that (lost count)

a good day wished for you
from
Mountainman


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