Facing Death Sober
My parent's dog is to be euthanized today. I bred her. She is/was one of the nicest, sweetest dogs that came out of my breeding program. She is 10.5 years old and today her backend gave out. I was fortunate to see her 5 days ago when my family came through for a visit (they live 3000 kms away). I knew then that she had limited time and I was able to say goodbye to her.
The day is not over yet and her euthanasia is scheduled for 4 pm today. I've never faced a death before sober. I've always reached for the comfort of a drink to wash away the pain.
For Lady's memory I am determined to remember her sober.