Originally Posted by
scaredandupset 
I need to find some kind of footage showing me where I went and who was with me.
Seriously.
We've all done things in the past which we regret. Pull yourself together and just wait it out and have STDs done. HIV and HepC don't mean instantaneous death; look at Magic Johnson and Pamela Anderson. And you likely don't have anything anyway.
Focus on something you can control, your alcoholism.