it is a beautiful moment to see something, experience something, hear something that clicks in a thought and passion for change.
unfortunate that sometimes it is a negative, but that i sbetter than nothing!
good luck to you in your quest for sobriety....seems like you have a few great reasons, but also look to the positive reasons for sobriety and the good to look forward to, not just the bad to run from.
again good luck and happy to hear you found your catalyst