Not only do you have a problem with drinking, you have a problem with drinking and driving. I've done it and I'm not proud of that fact, but I was lucky never to have injured or killed anyone and I hope you are too. If you don't get this under control, you may end up living with unbearable regret and guilt for the rest of your life, both while you're in and after you get out of jail. You do not want to get tangled up in the legal system; it can bankrupt you.