Hi Danielle. Well Day 5 !!! how you doing ? I think you should come clean with Hubby I know its difficult, your Hubby sounds like mine. I told him I had been secretly drinking, he was upset for me and didn't realise how bad I had become. we go out a lot and enjoy tasting real ale which I can no longer do, I feel so guilty about spoiling his pleasure, I know I cant go with him and drink soft drinks he now knows this, so we aren't going to any bars till I feel confident I can resist, all our social activities revolve around drink. Im looking into new things we can do until Im strong enough if ever to go to the pub again. I don't think he will react badly I think he will understand. How are you now its day 5 ?