Ippochick
Thanks for the advice. I am so surprised to hear how many women have spent years hiding alcohol from their husbands. I am just amazed as I really thought I was like the only one who would do that. I appreciate you telling me you did it too.
I know I am going to HAVE to tell my husband at some point as I want to be honest and we are best friends. That's why it's so hard because he is 100% supportive of everything I do and he confides in me on so many levels and yet I have played my addiction to alcohol off as I'm always doing better. He will be so disappointed in me and he doesn't understand my drinking problem and has been praising me on how hard I have worked throughout the last 2 years to keep getting better, but it hasn't. I will do it sometime (not just for him, but for myself too) but just not yet. I'm afraid if he reacts badly that I will want to give up and drink again. But thank you for the advice!!!