Hi Summer I am on day 3 as well , lets kick this nasty evil addiction together. I too hid drink, I would drink before my Hubby came home from work, then I would be having a drink of coke during the evening but it wasn't coke it was laced with whiskey, I had drink every where and put empty's any where but our bin. No one knows how bad I've got again. I've tried for years and I thought I had cracked it when I was sober for 8 months two years ago then thought I could control it but it didn't take long before it got me again. I am making myself really ill, feel so ill most of the time, but I have to get off this destructive roller coaster, I want to be free ...