32 days and thinking of drinking
Woke up today feeling hungover and sore all over. Don't know if it is from the exercise. So I have my last test tomorrow and then I will be done with my class. I want to drink as soon as the thing is over and I am not sure what to do. I feel awful all the time and I am alone with my negative thoughts. Nothing matters to me without cigarettes and alcohol. They gave me an artificial happiness. I have never known happiness and I do not think I ever will. I think depression is far worse than alcoholism.