Had a few..crashing my car into a telephone pole, passing out in the shower waking up bleeding from a headwound..etc..but the last one stuck..
missed a dinner with family cause I started drinking my poison (vodka) in the a.m. as I always did. Sister and Step-mother were worried so they came to my house found me passed out naked on the living room floor. I was unresponsive so they were hitting me, pouring cold water on my face. Just as they were about to call the paramedics I came to of course having no idea what was going on. I screamed and yelled at them to get the F**K out of my house. I continued drinking that night. The next day as little bits and pieces of what happened came to mind I was so ashamed and disgusted but the worst part was knowing that I put my family through that..that they saw me at that point, the pained worried looks on their faces..i felt horrible. I wanted to die and I knew I would if I didnt stop. i stopped that day almost 9 months ago.