Congrats on 11 days..and your attitude is awesome. I soooo hear you though on feeling "odd". I totally feel like I have no idea what I'm doing or how to live. I feel like I've been sitting in the dark and someone turned on the lights and I'm all squinty-eyed and dumbfounded and disoriented. I feel emotionally arrested, immature and awkward..ALOT...but for some reason, I'm kinda lovin' it.