Hehe! Yes, you said - proper gym exercising, not just floating on your back in a swimming pool! I'm very proud
I'm okay. Life is good, I'm just finding that I'm having more and more days when I want to drink, sometimes as much as I did when I first quit. For a long time, coming here made things more difficult. Now I think it's time to come back.
After my Christmas relapse (wrong word really, sounds like I slipped. more like a swan-dive...) I know that if I cave once I'm screwed and it scares me, much more than it did before. I guess I know what the stakes are now. It was so. much. harder to quit the second time around; I don't know if I'd have the strength again.
Oh, what the hell am I saying?? Of course I would! I'm a bloody rock!
But a slightly scared rock who cries a bit sometimes
