I know, Dolly, my husband is also very supportive, but just doesn't understand. I can't really talk to him about it, because he doesn't really know what to say. He doesn't understand when I am having a tough day because I am craving a drink and battling with the AV. I guess we can't expect them to when they are "normal" drinkers, though, right? That's why I love this forum and everyone here. I would go crazy if I didn't have you all to talk and share with