Delaney,
Count your blessings. At least you have people to tell you how stupid and drunk you were at the party or the restaurant or whatever. I rarely get stupid on alchohol and often know when to cool out for the drive home. That's what's kept me on the stuff for so long. I'm feeling excited rather than scared about my new adventure. How often does someone get a brand new life without doing anything except walking out the front door? I look forward to sharing my experiences and would love to hear your's and others' as we try on our new skin.