Wanna go buy another bottle but know its not the right thing to fo
I've been reading loads on this site & it has really been helping me. I was told to not stop drinking immediately by my community nurse wine and cocainne and escasty are my drugs of choice.. ive started buying low percentage cider & only having a couple, I don't think the coke or pills r a problem cause I can control them as long as I don't drink before intake them..
Im still getting the real bad sweats after reducing my alcohol intake and not having any drugs at night and today I felt much better apart from my severe stomache pains.
Anyway as I was feeling so good today I bought a bottle of wine. Thought I was gonna have couple glasses and then put the rest back in the fridge until tomorrow!!
Truth I've got a little bit left in bottle and already thinking where am I going to get my next one from, and probably will buy another 2 so I don't have to go out in the middle of the night.. Feeling so stupid & angry with myself :-( ...