(((helping))) I agree with Wraybear. Many churches have groups for single parents and you could make some friends and have support.
It's hard to unlearn past behaviors but if we don't we'll repeat the same mistakes over and over again. I'm learning to not look for happiness from other people... it has to come from within. Love yourself, then love will find you.
People are about as happy as they make up their minds to be.
Abraham Lincoln