going through the same thing right now ex and I haven't talked in almost ten days. His family is picking him up from rehab on Tuesday after his Graduation and it kills me that I won't be apart of it. But I have to let go and let God. I know I will constantly wonder about his progress but I can't stop my own life in the progress. Meetings really do help, going back to to the gym and doing things for me really reminds me of my self worth. It took a long time for me to get where I am but the only thing I can do is promise myself never to get back to this place again.