I stay here alot too, even if I dont post Im still here several times a day, reading, checking on some of you
an sometimes looking back over my post to remind myself of what the days before today were like, keeps me in check ya know
But anytime I EVER think I might be able to take a pill I let myself go back to that first week without hem, the hell that I went through, then I ask myself, do you want to go through that all over again? And the answer is NO! Im to old for that, I dont know if I could make it through w/ds again
So it looks like we are in this for the long haul 1Day