Quitting took a long time for me , i'm not sure if i'd class that time as relapsing or not .. it spanned years .
My head was there, i knew i should do it, that i had a problem but emotionaly i couldn't get it .
When i quit, sept 2011 i had an emotional revelation .
Relapse just is'nt part of my recovery, i have nothing to prove, there is peace and serenity . For me the battles are over , so is the war .
Take care ,
Bestwishes, M