Originally Posted by
Saskia 
MeSoSo, you are far from alone! I think most get discouraged and stressed out some of the time. I have one friend who is working 3 part time jobs because she loves autonomy and this way she can, to some degree, have her cake and eat it. The money isn't great and scheduling is crazy but she prefers it.
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Thanks again Sassy! I do have an appointment with a temp agency next Tuesday so maybe something will come of that. Responded to a craigslist ad today for another position.
So hard to know what and how much to reveal and conceal these situations. I soooooo wish I didn't HAVE anything to conceal, but . . . that's why I MUST STAY SOBER.
I also tell myself that DESERVING another chance is contingent on my not drinking. Helps to keep me in line sometimes.