I have been so peaceful since I have been home. Its odd because as long as I am with my children, I am ok!
Im getting overwhelmed with logistics, my health, finances...but I need to just stop and breathe...
My separated AH has been nice but I am happy I am not allowing him to dictate my mood the past few days...I miss him...but the feeling doesnt overwhelm me like it was on Sunday. I still have to see him everyday for drop off but I try not to look at him in the face!