LifeT, I think you are incredibly strong to deal with all you have on your plate right now and not drink! Please don't worry about needing support. We all go through times when we give more than we receive and others when we need to reverse the sequence. I don't find it at all disturbing about your sleeping arrangements last night. You do what works best for you and don't worry about what anyone else thinks. I hope you'll find your passport and other paperwork soon. If not, I know you will cope with that, too. You are a Marcher, through and through
Hugs,
Sass