Well done for pulling back Elisabeth!
I guess none of us want many last-minute escapes like that, but it's still really good that when it came down to it - you didn't drink.
You mustn't feel like you deserve a white chip. You had a serious battle with your addiction, but you won out and that's what matters. While it's worth thinking about how you might avoid those chain of thoughts again, you should still feel really pleased with yourself that you battled a severe craving and won out.