So I planned a relapse
and I am not going to go through with it, but I just wanted to share how CRAZY I am. I wanted a bottle of GOOD chianti and the house to myself.
I had it all planned. Except the part afterwards and how crappy I would feel and how 8.5 months would be down the drain. FOR WHAT?
Do you think I would come here and tell you how wonderful it was? No.
I am not relapsing. I went to a meeting and told on myself. I almost feel like a deserve a white chip or something for being so devious.