Thanks everyone! Today is day 2 off of everything. I actually don't feel as bad as I have wding in the past, so I am thankful for that. It is still there, but the physical symptoms aren't super bad. The mental though... I have to force myself to keep busy to keep my mind off of them. I stayed at home all day with my son today and I thought I was going to go crazy!
I am going to take this second chance and get clean. I am tired of living my life this way. The pills don't even get me high anymore, and just make me pissed off. I'm ready to have my life back.
icandoit12 - thanks for the PM. I'll get back to you tomorrow. I worked tonight as well. I think I am going to try and go to sleep soon.