Thank you everyone for you replies.
Zeroptzero- too funny as i am very accomplished at anguish and internal debate! But i get that it is not helpful. I appreciate the redirection.
Trikyriky- i'd love an oar, thank you
Dee- Thanks for the welcome
BlueTiger- Congrats on your time! I admire what you have accomplished, you are right in that we have to be somewhat selfish in this. We have to make sure we get what we need. And then give everything we can.
DAB- Thank you for your support, truely appreciate it!
Dolly- Have seen your posts on the moms thread. Have thought about contributing there, just haven't yet. I thought that was an amazing idea for a thread! I follow it, but will likely join soon. Thanks for your support!
Went to both psych and counselor today, was not a good day for me. But at least i have them for support and am planning to use SR for support more regularly and just just take one day at a time. Night all